SNEEK...ME AGAINST MYSELF

Has there ever been a time in your life where you felt so alone? I mean yeah there are people around you but you still feel like no one sees or hears you. That’s how I feel right now. I hate when I have feelings like this because I feel like no one understands what goes on in my heart, not even my own self. I see my friends all hooking up, and somehow, I’m always the last to know things. Yeah I feel left out when they all get together and they have more things to talk about than I do, and that’s when I feel like I am literally the black sheep of the group. I know God probably just wants me to have some alone time with Him and I need to take time out of my busy day just to give Him due praise. Honestly, I think that is the reason I feel like this. I love my friends and the people around me, but sometimes I feel like we are on totally different planets. I don’t know… I don’t like this feeling at all… Someone or something please make it go away. 

As I was sitting down reading the bible… I couldn’t help but feel conviction… God was definitely speaking to my heart. But I wasn’t feeling convicted in a bad way. God was telling me to lean on Him and not the knowledge of others. Now, I know that I am far from perfect. I sin each and everyday, in my mind, with my mouth and sometimes with my actions. But this is why I fall in love with Christ all over again. With all my imperfections, to the world, I am hideous, I am vain, I am vile and worthless. But to Him, I am everything He wants. He loves me just as I am, for He knows I was born into sin, but as I have accepted Him into my heart, I am born again, therefore my heart is not of sin (where light dwells, darkness cannot). You see, those who are believers know that the power of God’s love is inconceivable … we can’t even perceive the amount that He has for us. So even through my shortcomings and pitfalls, God is always right behind me to pick me back up. I love the fact that when I do sin, God reminds me that I am of Him and that once I ask for forgiveness of my sins, they are washed away and never remembered. So for those of you “Christians” or believers of faith, who like to judge people when they fall or condemn people who may not believe in Christ…you are the main reason why people run from God or don’t believe in Him. God never forces Himself on people. He lets them come to Him. We are free to make our own decisions in life, for a life without decisions is just a prison. I used to fear that God would turn me away at His feet because of the foul things that I may have thought or done in my life. But when I think about the grace that He had on King David and King Solomon, it makes me become humble in His presence because I don’t deserve the amount of love that I receive from God, but He is always faithful. So people, live your life. Have no regrets. Know that God is for you and never against you. Get to know Him, because He died just to get to know you.

Peace and Love :) Sneek

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Well it’z almost about that time where we say goodbye forever to the year and say hello to a new beginning in the new year. As I sit back and I think about the trials that I have endured throughout the year, I think about God’s grace and mercy upon my life, my family’s life and as well as my friends and enemies lives. I have experienced hurt, pain, lost friendships, sick family members and missed opportunities. But despite my misfortunes, I have also experienced love, happiness, joy, understanding, blessings and peace. I’ve gain knew knowledge, journeyed farther in my career as an artist, met new people that bring happiness and love into my life, and I have also learned alot about myself and the truthfulness of God’s love and mercy. This year I am not gonna lie, I have been persecuted, lied on, doubted, judged and hurt by alot of people that I have never thought in a million years would ever do such a thing to me. But during it all, I knew who I was in God and I used the power of truth to help me move on from the ignorance that was presented to me. So to be honest, I am so ready for the new year to come. I know God has something great in store for me, my team, my family as well as my friends. Mark my words, you are going to see a more renewed, well equipped and wiser Sneek. I will not accept failure, defeat or ignorance in my life… I am in control and God is my appointer of success.. Watch out… that Armageddon that is supposed to happen this year is me killin the game… I’m bout to explode.. DUCK ;) This is the new me..if you don’t like it, it was nice knowin u…I now give u permission to escort urself out of my life.. i don’t need u poisoning my life. I want to live… I choose to live :)

Iz 4:15am and I’m welllll awake… lol I can’t sleep a wink. But i like being up like this, cuz that’s when I get into my business mode, start promo’n myself and then I jus get the urge to jus write music. But as I sit here thinking to myself, I think about this one subject that every artists had thought about at least once in their career. Hustlin..everyday. We must be on our hustle because while your sleepin, ur comp is up trying to figure out ways to defeat you. Not only do I think about that, but i think about all the times I’ve asked friends, fam and even strangers to take at least 5 mins to listen to one of my songs, beats or promo my music and they turn me down… Iz funny cuz they’ll be down for you at any other time and ask you for hellllla favors, but when you ask for one favor of them when it comes to my music, they either have an excuse or just don’t take the time to pay attention. Well here’s my two cents for ya’ll…if u aint rockin wit me in the beginning, don’t u ever and I mean ever, ask me for $#!+ later on down the road… And I mean that with all of my heart. Those are the ones who a “sometime” friends.. True friends and fam will actually support you and encourage you from jump street. They are the ones that I stay rockin wit til the death of me. For those of you who read my posts and don’t even bother to take the time out to help a sista out and listen to what i gotta say, one way or another, u will. Mark my words… Ur gonna regret not hopin on that wagon later on… All aboard, next stop…. F.A.M.E.

Do you want to know why people are attracted to people like, Nicki Minaj, Wiz Khalifa, or Lil Wayne? No it’s not because of the things that they wear, what they eat for breakfast, or how they fold their clothes…It’s because they have confidence in everything that they do. They ride that course that they have built for themselves all the way to the end. People tend to respect you more when you have confidence in yourself and when you stand firm in what you believe in. No one cares if you dress in leg warmers and a wife beater with a leopard du-rag on. If you’re doing it to follow a trend, chances are you are just going to end up looking stupid and like a follower. Now if I myself were to wear something off the wall because I wanted to make a statement or because I felt like being different, u best believe that I am going to rock that out all the way to the end because it’s something that I have created and it’s something that I believe in. Just like I will stand by everything that i say and do. Until someone proves me wrong, opinions are like assholes, everyone has one. Like I once told Cash Campain and Zya-Blu… Unless what you have to say helps me further my career or strengthens my life or improves my lifestyle, I don’t wanna hear it. People always tell you $#!+ about what they want you to do. Excuse me, the last time I check, God created us as two separate people. Who do not have the same genes, blood type, fingerprint or skin type. So let me live my life… I do not give one flying flip if someone does not like what I post, rap about, talks about me in a negative fashion or if they can’t stand me….if you don’t like it, CHANGE THE FRIGGIN CHANNEL PLAYA….All my life, I’m danced to the rhythm of other peoples drum…well now my song has begun and it’s time for you to listen. People never let anyone define who you are…. You are fearfully and wonderfully made, walk in the authority that God has given you.